hey welcome!!!!!!!!! its really nice that you have joined and well done on posting
i have spent years and years saying i am attention seeker and what happned didnt/doesnt matter.......but slowly i am starting to see that if it bothers me it does matter and thats what i say to myself everytime i hear those voices.
you are not trying to steal the conversation...........we welcome you into it, we have wanted others to join in for ages, that way there is more support all round. you need to take your time and we have found using pms less threatening than posting on the open forum and feel free to send me a pm if thats easier. its ok if you cant talk about stuff, maybe post how you feel.
slowly, very slowly in my case typing has helped me, my p would like me to write it but i cant thats just too close, too awful to see it in my writing, but on here it feel safer
hope your weekend goes ok and look forward to reading your posts when you are ready